Yes I have danced with the Wolves they are my children

Well I went to Deb's shop today. We exchanged  hello's and she couldn't wait for me to tell her what her surprise was... I said ok you ready. She said yes hurry!! I said close your eyes and hold out your hands. She closed her eyes and held out her hand. I gave her a bunch of brouchers of the Smoky Mountians. She asked whats this? I asked her if she would like to go to the mountians with me for a few days. Just as friends of course.  She kind of walked around for a second. I told her the we would stay in seperate rooms and she can trust me. I told her that this would be a great oppertunity to get to know each other. I told her we would leave on Thursday and come back Sunday or Monday. She thought a few minutes more. She grabbed the phone and made a phone call. She called one of her friends if she can run the shop for a few days while she goes to the mountians. She told her ok just call me back and let me know. She got off the phone and hugged me and said she would love to. But she has to wait for her friend to call back and let her know. So while we waited she looked through the brouchers. I said pick any cabin you want to stay at and as long it had at least two bedrooms. She kind of looked funny at me when I said that. Then she agreed. About five minutes later her friend called. Deb kept saying yes, ok yes, yes, then she looked at me and asked if she can have some privacy while she talked to her friend. I said sure. So I went outside for a few. I kept looking in the window at Deb and she was nodding her head and bitting on her thumb (what ever that ment) she was smiling which was a good sign. She hung up and knocked on the window and waved her hand real fast for me to come back in. I opened the door and she ran and hugged me and then she put her left hand through my newly cut hair and her right hand was on my neck. She leaned back a little and looked in my eyes. My eyes were on hers. We didn't say anything for a few seconds. we just stared. My mind was racing thinking does she want to kiss me cause I sure want to kiss her lol. But we didn't. The silence broke and she said what time do we leave Thursday !! In my mind i'm thinking YES YES YES. I said lets get a early start say about 8:00 am. She said sounds great... She said whats the weather going to be like? How will I dress? I told her just check the internet and we can go from there. We were excited. For some reason this really feels right. We talked a little more and shuffled through the brouchers. I said Ill let you go for now and let me now what you come up with as far as a cabin. I told her Ill see her tomorrow. I left and that was that. Came home and poured me a Louis XIII and relaxed and searched a little on mindsay. So let me know what you think. It's feels right to me !!!!!!    Love you all...... Timberwolf +++

As I sit here wondering if I did the right thing. As far as the shave and haircut I know I did. But buying the trucks ???? I feel like I am in the material world now which is not me. And I am starting lusting after the lady I met in town named Deb. I have sexual thoughts about her. I know it's natural because I am a man. But I never thought about women in that matter. Don't get me wrong I do women watch and think she is a very good looking lady. But now it,s more then that. I feel guilty. Is this normal ? Let me know what you think. Thanks    Love Timberwolf +++

Trucks are here, I mean SUV's.    Timberwolf +++

As you know I just got a shave and a haircut. I decided to go to Betty's Diner to get a burger. You all know the real reason why I'm going. I walked kind of fast cause my face was freezing lol. It was a few blocks down. As I was walking I noticed people walking by me and I thought this is strange. Nobody took a second look at me. I am used to people staring at me as I walk past. One guy even said "afternoon". I felt different already and it's only 10 minutes into my new life. I got to the door at Betty's Diner and peeked in like I always do. I seen SARA!! taking someones order. I waited till she was done. I took a deep breath. and walked in. I went straight to the counter and Sara said How many and smoking or non. I said one and non please. She looked real hard at me. I know the voice but not the face she said. She looked again and said "Oh my God is that you Wolfy" Is that really you". Oh my God, oh my God. she said it like ten times. She gave me a great big hugg and leaned back a keep looking at me. She said you look fantastic oh my God. She stroked my face and she even put her fingers thru my newly cut hair. " I can't believe you did it"  She was kind of loud and people started looking our way. Yes Sara it's the new me. I love it love it love it she kept saying. I said thank you. She said let me get you a table. I sat and ordered my usual. I never seen her look so happy. She came back with a full catsup bottle. I ask how was her and her family was. She said telll you the truth it has been good. Good for you Sara I am happy for you. She kept staring and shaking her head, " I can't believe you really did it". I said yep. She said where were you two weeks ago. I knew what she ment. I told her things happen for a reason. Your husband is back and the kids got their father. Be greatful. She siad your right Wolfy and I am. I finished eating and of course I left her a $100.00 tip. I said I have to go. Ill see her soon. She gave me another hugg ans she even kissed me on the cheek. hehe. I like this new me..  lol. I left and walked down the street and headed for the main street to thumb a ride. I walked down the sidewalk when I saw someone waving my way. I turned aroud to see if anybody was behide me that they were waving at. Nope just me. As I got closer I could see it was the lady that put my hair in a pony tail at the barber shop. I waved hi. She waved me over and I went. Apparently she owns a little antique shop there. The sign said Debs antiques. I asked her if she was the Deb on the sign. She chuckled and said yes. She said come on in and see. Ok I said. We went in and I walked around and broused a bit. She had some really nice stuff. She said she was closing shop in a few minutes. I said take your time. I was looking at her. She is about 5' 4" Slender, shoulder length hair, auburn color I say she was about early 30's very pretty. I hate to say this because this is not me but I didn't see any wedding ring. Yes I looked . She finished up what she was doing and ask "what are you doing tonight" I told her I need to get home I had some things I really need to get done and needed to get to the main road to hitch a ride. remember I don't have a license yet. I took a chance test driving the truck. Thats tomorrow. She said "oh ok can I give you a ride. I'm like ah ah sure that I was heading west. She said thats fine. She locked up and got to her car. She drove a jeep. She said ill have to let it warm it up a bit. I said fine. We got in and chit catted a few minutes and took off. She asked where do you live? I said just head west and Ill let ya know where to drop me off at. I don't want this women to know where I really live. I just met her. She ask if I was ever married, kids, ect,ect smalll chat. I asked her the same. She was married for 5 years and divorced for 5 and no children. I felt good with Deb. We had a lot of things in common. About 25 minutes later I said heres my stop. She looked at me funny and said theres nothing but woods here. I said ya I know, but this is fine. She said ok. As I was opening the door she said wait I got somthing for you. She was digging in her purse and handed me her buisness card. Call me Wolfy. I'm like oh my gosh did I hear her right. She wants me to call her. I said I just might and my real name is ------ - -------. She said Ill be waiting. I closed the door and she left. What did just happened, I got a phone number lol. She dropped me off about a mile from my house. I walked home and went straight to the mirror. I bet I looked in that mirror ten minutes. This is not me oh yes it is. I took a nice hot shower and relaxed. First time in YEARS it didn't take 3 hours for my hair to dry. lol. I started a fire in the fire place poured me some louis XIII and kept looking at Debs card. I finished my drink and went to bed. Didn't sleep much lol. That was my day.... Love Timberwolf +++