Yes I have danced with the Wolves they are my children

Well remember I left Thursday night to look for my wolves, my babies. I pack some stuff and went serching. I went North a few miles to the Trapper mans house. I know this was wrong what I did, but I went snopping around his place. I snooped around his barn where he tans his hides. I didn't see anything out of the norm. So I left. Went a few more miles and made camp for the night. It was cold and I lite a fire and had some food. I laid down and all I heard was some owls hooting in the distance. Woke up early and headed west near the creek. I looked for some sign but nothing, I did see some bear tracks and they looked fresh. One thing I am afraid of is the BEAR!. I seen what they can do to an animal. Every half hour I would call the wolves, but know response. I did this for four days. I must have walked 50 miles total. I did see some wolves but they ran away when I called them. They weren't my babies. So Monday night I thought to myself that was it. they are gone. I cryed like a baby for a long time. Yes I am a grown man but I lost my best friends and I cried. I headed home. I thought just for a minute that when I got home they would be waiting for me. I went home to a empty place. I miss them dearly. But they were meant to be in the wild. Good bye my friends I love you !  They are all I loved, So now what do I do? I guess Ill get a DOG. He is mans best friend, as they say. Thank You all for your concerns about my babies. I accept the fact that they are gone. I am ok now but I will miss them.  LOVE Timberwolf....