Yes I have danced with the Wolves they are my children

As I sit here wondering if I did the right thing. As far as the shave and haircut I know I did. But buying the trucks ???? I feel like I am in the material world now which is not me. And I am starting lusting after the lady I met in town named Deb. I have sexual thoughts about her. I know it's natural because I am a man. But I never thought about women in that matter. Don't get me wrong I do women watch and think she is a very good looking lady. But now it,s more then that. I feel guilty. Is this normal ? Let me know what you think. Thanks    Love Timberwolf +++