Yes I have danced with the Wolves they are my children

OK My Mindsay friends. I need your help and honest opinion...As you know I am kind of a hermit lol. I am a very lonely man. Very lonely. This is where I need you. For awhile now I have been thinking of shaving and cutting my hair and look for a nice lady. Yes I am thinking of looking for a girlfriend/wife. I am almost 47 years old and I have never been with a woman. Yes people a virgin. Please don't laugh. There is a reason for that and thats another story I might tell you. I choose to be alone over 30 years ago. I came into alot of money when I was 16, I mean alot. Millions, I don't have to worry about money for now. I am not rubbing it in. I can't help it about what I have. Dad told me you can never have a woman and money to. You will never be happy with both. You will always wonder if she loves you for your money or your heart. You must choose one or the other. I choose to have money. Selfish, you can say that. So I quit school in the 10th grade, bought 2,800 acres of land and had a 3,800 sq ft log cabin built. I have been a hermit ever since. I feel up to now I made the right choice. I come and go as I please, wake up when I want to, sit around the house naked, lol I have no one to answer to. No one to worry about, no one to tell me what to do. Now thats the problem, I have no one. I am tired of being alone. I need a woman to wake up with in the morning, to keep each other warm at night. To do things with. To have someone.... To hold, to kiss, And to feel what it's like to make love. BUT I want a woman for me and not my money. Should I be honest and tell who ever I find what I am worth, do I keep it a secret, But thats lying. I want a truthful relationship. And I don't care what she looks like. She can be plump, skinny, pretty, not as pretty, as long as she make me happy, laugh, you know what everybody wants in a partner. What to do what to do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Or do I shave and get a hair cut?  I want her to want me for what I am. And just thinking of what I am going to give up. But it may be well worth it. Please let me know what you think. I want your heart opinion. Be truthful and you can't hurt my feelings no matter what you say because I asked for it. Please do tell......    Love you all.       Timberwolf+++   P.S. Its going to be hard to find a woman that likes what I like. Remember that in your opinions..........