Yes I have danced with the Wolves they are my children

Well as you all know I went to the little cabin the other day so I can talk to my deceased friend Bobby. The 15 of Feb was his date of death. That night I got to the cabin, went in and started a fire. It took awhile to get the chill out. I lite some candles and sat on the bearskin rug..As I was sitting there I am thinking what am I going to do now?? Should I just relax and think about nothing, smoke a pipe, have some Louis XIII or should I prepair myself to talk to Bobby. I was a little nervous. So I choose Louis XIII and a good pipe smoke. I figured it was Valintines day and he didn't pass until the 15th. So a couple of hours went bye, So I put two more logs on and blew out the candles and went to sleep. The next morning woke up ate some deer jerkey and went outside for a walk. It was very chilly !! I walked about a mile or so, saw a few deer and headed back to the cabin. When I got back I brushed the snow off the porch rocker and started to cry. I think it was a mixture of being alone all the time and loosing Bobby. After awhile I was really thinking of my friends on MINDSAY and I am thankfull I have you all. It made me feel better. As time went on it finally got dark. I said ok this is it. It's time to talk to Bobby. I made sure the fire was roaring. I can see visions better when the fire is up. I got comfertable and stared at the fire. I concentrated and concentrated for about an hour. When I stare at the fire I watch the different colors and try to look at the highest flame. I then will close my eyes for a minute then I open them again and stare some more untill I get a vision. I started to see Bobbys face. I whispered is that you Bobby. Just then a log rolled back. I got a BIG chill.........I said "hello my friend" The sparks went wild..It was really Bobby. I ask him what is it like where he's at. I can hear in my mind his voice saying "Very Peacefull" He says he can be anything he wants to be. So he choose the wind. He told me everytime you feel a warm breeze on a spring day that it will be him. That way I know it's him. He told me to keep watching the fire that he has a surprise for me. So I stared and stared and the vision came. I cant believe what I saw. It was one of my old wolves REX!!! It was Rex. I knew something had happened to him. But it was REX!!!! I said I miss you REX. I can see the vision of him howling. I saw Bobbys face just smiling. I said Thank You Bobby. I asked Rex what he was howling about. Bobby said he is telling you that he will leave paw prints in the snow now and then to show he is still around in spirit. So I ask Bobby what word does he want me to tell the world. He said one word. LOVE. I will tell the world to LOVE. Thanks Bobby. And that was that, the vision was gone. The fire was getting low and the feeling was gone. I got up and walked outside, I looked at the snow falling on my face. And I did try and look for paw prints in the snow but I didn't see any. Not yet.....So that was my experience with talking with Bobby. It was amazing. I wish you can feel what I did. You would feel at Peace. So the next several days I just chilled at the cabin, chopped some wood, And had some good night sleep's. I am glad to return home but I will do it again. So here is my word to you LOVE !!!!!    I LOVE you Timberwolf +++