Yes I have danced with the Wolves they are my children

Well I bet you all wondered what happened with me and Sara. Well this is how it went.. I went into town and stopped by the flower shop and bought a dozen pink roses and a box of chocolates lol. I did. I heard women like flowers and chocolates. So I finally got to Betty's Diner and peeked in and Sara was working. I am like "YES". But now I am getting really nervous. What do I tell her, ask her, what, what , what???? And I remembered some of you telling me to just be myself. So I walked in and Sara met me at the counter and said Hey Wolfy long time no see, how have you been. Then she smiled. I started to get a little sweaty. lol. I said I'm fine love. And how are you?  She said fine and that she had some great news. But first Wolfy tell me who those flowers and candy are for??  I winked at her and said these are for you.And I was wondering if you would like to go for dinner and a movie later. I would love your company tonight. And her smile became a frown and teary eyed and she ran into the restroom. So now I'm thinking what did I do. This is what the book said to do, flowers, candy, wink, smile, What did I do wrong? Did I really upset her. I turned and looked at her friend who she works with and shruuged my shoulders and said WHAT?? Her friend told me that Sara really likes me and thinks I am a very kind man. So I'm like ok why did she run away? Her friend said that her husband came back the other day. Her husband, you know the left her for another man !!!! It seems her husband and "lover" had a spat and broke up. So he came back crawling to Sara, so Sara took him back in because of the kids. Sara told her friend the the kids should have their biological father around because they are his kids to. So her friend thinks thats why Sara went running. Because Sara relly liked me.I asked her friend if she can check on Sara. So I waited about five minutes and her friend came back and said that Sara is very sorry she ran crying and that she can't face me now. My heart broke. So I stood there for a minute and thought what am I going to do now? I was not upset at all. Sara is a friend, a good friend. All I wanted was to ask her for a dinner and a movie. I didn't exspect anything more. I just wanted to get our feet wet as far as doing things together. Just to be good friends and work on a relationship as times went on. Like I said I was not upset, just a little hurt. But I was happy for Sara because now the kids have their father back. And Sara I feel did the right thing. I hope it works out for her and the kids. I really do. So I laid the flowers and candy on the counter and told her friend to give Sara a hug for me. She said she would, and I left. I hitched back to the big cabin got a few things and headed out to the little cabin. I got back today. I did a lot of thinking up there in the little cabin. My conclusion was there is somebody for me out there somewhere. I will find her and she will find me. As for as me and Sara it just wasn't ment to be. I accept it. Next time I see Sara I will give her a BIG HUGG and do like I do everytime I go to Betty's Diner. Ill go in and order a buger and fries and a  Sieria Mist and tip her a $100.00. I want to thank all my mindsay friends for their advice and support. I know you wanted it to work out for me and I love you all for it. Maybe next time. I am not giving up because I got so much love to give to that someone. I know there is a woman out there that feels the same way I do and I do believe our ships will meet. Don't worrry friends I'm not beaten yet lol...  I love you guys..... Timberwolf +++